urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:catieislame Dynamite With a Laser Beam. catieislame catieislame 2008-07-16T03:32:48Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:catieislame:8023 its going to hurt when it heals too. 2008-07-16T03:32:48Z 2008-07-16T03:32:48Z i miss him more than i could have ever imagined.<br />that fact consumes my life.<br />along with the fact that he doesnt miss me one single bit.<br />its like i was never there.<br /><br />so whats the point?<br /><br />i dont know how much longer i can pretend to be ok.<br />because im not. i am 100% not ok.<br />NOT ok.<br />not even close.